Waking up day after day and seeing the same place.. wondering to yourself what have you done to be experiencing this.
Then realising that you’ve done everything you could possibly do wrong..
making the wrong choices,
Being afraid.. to change .. to try,
Not saying what was needed to be said,
Being so over your head,
Then ,time, getting the better of you and realising, now it’s time to regret every decision you’ve Made.
It’s the time to suffer,
To Miss the people you so confidently pushed away,,,
To miss the special people who should be family,
Not being able to say anything to them now..
It’s a terrible feeling,
Now it’s all about the wait………